Awakening
“Awakened” is just a word, no more, no less, to describe something that is indescribable anyway. I want to break the taboo of the word Awakening. Awakening goes beyond a state of consciousness that can be understood by a dual mindset. But even so, Awakening is a completely normal, simple and natural thing.
Awakening isn’t an experience. An experience passes by, and this is something ultimate. It goes beyond mental comprehension. Nevertheless I’ve got to try to describe it. With the hope that in between the words you’ll find a hole to dive beyond the mind. A plunge into the abyss, where, at the moment that you surrender to the thought that you are going to splash, you proverbial wings spread themselves and you fly towards freedom. Awakening is a second birth, this is where the magical adventure of life really begins. This flying, however beautiful, still can be scary at first, because you literally let go of everything. And your ego will endeavor to extremes to pull you back into its comfortable prison.
Life can never be the same after you really got a taste of liberation. And fear will get a stronger grip on you, because it’s afraid you let it go. All the things that you freed yourself from, in the glimpse of Awakening, will try to enclose you. By not Awakening totally, you make the ego more alert. And it tries to control you even more. Not because the ego is so bad, the ego just doesn’t want to die, and it really thinks it has to control you to protect you. The actions of the ego are based on fear, and not love. Fear imprisons you, because it believes you are too weak to face the reality.
Love will set you free because it trusts in your divine nature and knows you can handle everything. In theory this is easily said, but in practice it is a big jump into the unknown.
Awakening is a bit like you experience your birth as a baby with the full awareness of an adult.
In Awakening the awareness that “all is one” is made clear, we are connected. Everyone is the same source that imagines itself into existence.We are the creative universe in all its infinite variations. Source is the cradle of love, and love just likes to expand itself. You can connect with that place of source in your inner center right now, in the middle of your chest, just beside the heart, lies the bridge from everything to nothing.
Many people think that Awakening is a state of bliss. I would say that bliss is in fact a little disturbing to the pure state of Awakening, because clarity needs nothing. That feeling, or better said an absence of feeling, is indescribable, but I guarantee you that it is more euphoric than euphoria. It’s an euphoria with such a subtle taste that it is tasteless. But once you have taste it, you’ll never feel the need to taste anything else anymore.
Nothing is more fantastic than being Awakened. Although it can also be shocking to see the state of the world and the people as it is truly. That is why I desire others to wake up, because we can only be totally enlightened if everyone is.
At this moment many people are Awakening. It is the next step to human evolution, there are hundreds of truly Awakened people, once you are Awakened you’re able to recognize other Awakened people. And recognizing a soul brother or sister is the biggest joy ever to me.
God and Goddess, life source, soul or divine energy, is a living and constantly growing thing, the everlasting unfolding is the proof of life. So you don’t have to be afraid of change. If you surrender to that energy stream you can fly along. I recommend it wholeheartedly!
Awakening isn’t always a easy ride. because of the shift in consciousness we can lose friends, family and jobs.
Of course this is all part of the test of your true commitment. But we want to prevent unnecessary pain. That’s why I will assist you with your Awakening and help to integrate the shift of consciousness into your daily life.
One day in December 2015 I became Awakened. When the Awakening happened, after an intense identitycrisis, I fell out of my identity into complete nothingness. The first thing I noticed was that there was no light. There was nothing! It cannot be described in earthly terms; but it was more silent, more black and more shapeless than nothing. It as nothing. And at the same time that nothig was everything! Anyway, it was not the kind of celestial light that you would maybe expect thinking about the word enlightenment. I was liberated, it was a bit scary because I felt naked, but at the same time it felt like coming home. Absolute peace, absolute calm. I melted away and got sucked into a black hole. It was so incredible unknown that it frightened me in the moments before I completely dissolved in it. It felt like dying, but I accepted it. There was this immense feeling of holiness. This was it! That was obvious. That all happened in no more than a few minutes, at most a quarter of an hour. But since then everything has completely changed. It was if I saw things for the first time, a ense of being absorbed in the world around me, as if the world welcomed me. In that moment I got freed from my conditioned personality and I realized that I had created that tormented personality myself.